I was about to do it... I just didn't have the guts to...

Someday I really have to be human enough to make her know...

God... I am a fly stuck in fly paper... slowly dying but still struggling.

Pag namatay ang langaw... pag dumating ang panahon na nasabi ko na ang dapat sabihin... mag iiba na ako... hindi na tulad na madungis na langaw na dati'y lumilipad lipad upang abalahin ang iba...

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i am torn... i still need you. but these thoughts i can only keep until they fill up and rot my brain... i really need you.
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naiinis na'ko... dramatic life this is. economy's getting better anyway, so that won't be the least of my concern for now...